The Charge of the Light Brigade
The old Colonel is trappedagainst the bakery casein front of the Grand Cafehalf a league from the casino floor
The slot machines call out, they beckonbut the Col’s electric wheelchair is brokenfront wheel stuck in the rut of timeupon his steed he charges again and again
“Onward! To the slots,” he criesbut he only bumps into the curved glassby the rockslide browniesnext to the snickerdoodle cheesecake
Wrapped in his stained blue blanketHe rears back, undauntedthis time, surely he will break freeand the super jackpot will be defeated
Meanwhile the ghost of his ex-wifehaunts the 24 hour bingo parlorshooting bloody red splotchesacross six pages of numbers
Puffing Capri 120sJust one more numberalways one number awayfrom victory, from freedomfrom one more buffet
And then perhaps a nap
Ours is not to question whyours is only to do and dieBehold!The American dream consummatedin the sands of Las Vegas


The Charge of the Light Brigade

The old Colonel is trapped
against the bakery case
in front of the Grand Cafe
half a league from the casino floor

The slot machines call out, they beckon
but the Col’s electric wheelchair is broken
front wheel stuck in the rut of time
upon his steed he charges again and again

“Onward! To the slots,” he cries
but he only bumps into the curved glass
by the rockslide brownies
next to the snickerdoodle cheesecake

Wrapped in his stained blue blanket
He rears back, undaunted
this time, surely he will break free
and the super jackpot will be defeated

Meanwhile the ghost of his ex-wife
haunts the 24 hour bingo parlor
shooting bloody red splotches
across six pages of numbers

Puffing Capri 120s
Just one more number
always one number away
from victory, from freedom
from one more buffet

And then perhaps a nap

Ours is not to question why
ours is only to do and die
The American dream consummated
in the sands of Las Vegas

What is it called when Batman leaves church early?


Christian Bale.

A Skiing Medal Please


Our top skier
led us
his final. 
He was our best
chance at a medal
twenty years.

I watched an interview  
with him
the games. 

He was asked
he handled pressure. 

‘I’ve never really felt pressure’

I like this guy
I thought

he’s got what it takes
to be a winner.

As a country
often fall short
the pressures on.

up to the Olympics
became a household name

He was unusually
unknown before that; 

a multiple x games
but not celebrated

The media interviewed
him again
when he was more popular

"What’s it like having
behind you?”

"It’s cool, I’ve never had
watching me before”

On his final run
he needed a 90 score. 

He slipped on the
second rail
and ruined his chance
to medal.

Turns out he’s just like
the rest of us.

Except when 
no ones 

"I demand unconditional love and complete freedom. That is why I am terrible."
— Tomaž Šalamun (via wanduring)

(Source: kitty-en-classe)

I am every terrible absolute you have ever heard of. I am the lover driven mad, and I am the cold man with frozen veins. So often I am the latter, distant and removed, an observer to all the events I am supposed to be a part of, until my heart explodes and my limbs are freed by the sudden rush of blood. My eyes open and I weep with joy for trees and sunlight, for the good things. I am the man with the blindfold, who stumbles on the things I have gained. I am unquenchable, I have a thirst that cannot be slaked by hello, I squeeze and twist and push until I want to say goodbye. I will worship the ground you walk on, and then I will watch you walk away. I am insomnia and the coming comatose. I will leap tall buildings and then collapse under the expectations. I feel guilty for these extremes, I always wonder how I can be all of my opposites, all at the same time. I don’t talk to myself, but there are two people inside me engaged in a constant debate about every thought I think. Every feeling makes me sick and every idea keeps me awake at night.

I am passion and indifference, I am bold and I am silent. I love you with the burning intensity of a sun with no planets.

(Source: mister-selfdestruct)


I love you because I would be devastated if someone else got to have you. I would race from both ends of my devastation like a worried dog, pacing the space you left and wondering who was holding you against them at night. I would die that way, at the bottom of a ten hundred foot hole I wore into the ground from wanting you. I love you jealously and with a fever that boils on the surface of my skin like water in hot oil. Loving you feels like racing to the top of a mountain—pointless but an exhilarating accomplishment. I read once that we love the way we want to be loved, and until I met you I didn’t understand, because before you I had never really loved before.

Now I get it. Now, I think I finally know.


 Kristen Fiore // The Hound and The Mountain 

#reblogging old feelings

(via girlvswhale)
Tags | sigh |
"“She is a year ago.She is the ache in the empty,the first time you changed your mindand the last time you were sorry about it.She is a city sleeping beside you,warm and vast and familiar, streetlightsyawning and stretching,and you have never. You have never.You have never loved someone like this.She is your first stomach ache.Your first panic attack and yourfavorite cold shower.A mountain is moving somewhereinside of you, and her handprints are all over it.Here. Here. Here, you love her.In the fractured morning, full oftoo tired and too sad, she is the firstfoot that leaves the bed.She is the fight in you, the winning and the losing battlefloating like a shipwreck in your chest.When they ask you what your favorite moment is, You will say Her. You will always say Her.” — Caitlyn Siehl, Her, Her, Her"

Ms Pamela Green
photo by Joan Craven


Ms Pamela Green

photo by Joan Craven




“What do you want?”

I want everything, all of it. Without conditions and without compromise. I want it loud and I want it fast and I want it hard .I want it to consume me, to drown me, to lift me up and to let me fly. I want to be awed by it, repulsed by it, tested by it and challenged by it. I want everything. No limits, no questions, no guilt, no regrets.

“I just want to be happy.”


Too many men look at me like I owe them something, like the word ‘beautiful’ should mean something to me just because that’s how they choose to describe me. Too many men think that the black heels I wear to the grocery store is my way of saying, “Look at my legs. Do you like the way my dress hugs my curves?” When the truth is I just got off work and need some fucking beer and bread. Don’t look at me like that, the only reason my lips are painted red is because I ran out of Chapstick and this was the only thing I could find in my car.

I once dated a man who said that for Valentine’s Day all he wanted was me in red lace. He said that I would taste like chocolate, that he wanted to show me just how good love can feel. He talked like his sex skills were the best gift he could give me. I wore black lace and showed him how it feels to be fucked harder than the night he lost his virginity to a stripper. He said I tasted like mystery and black coffee as he got down on his knees to find his boxers. He said he couldn’t find the taste of chocolate on my neck. That was the morning he realized that being a man had nothing to do with ‘how hard you can fuck’. If that was the case, I would be ten foot tall and bullet proof and one hell of a guy with nice boobs.

One time I fell into the arms of a drunk man in the backseat of his car, he claimed that he loved me afterwards. He called me a bitch when I said I just wanted to be his friend. I told him if me giving him my friendship made me a bitch then me giving him my heart would make me a cunt from hell. That was the day I stopped kissing boys who had to prove that they were men and started holding hands with men who didn’t realize they turned heads when they walked by.

Love rests in the heart and is spilled from your throat.
Lust rests in your pants and prefers to not ask for a name.
One day those men will realize that sincere, kind words
are the way to a woman’s heart, not a good fucking.
One day those men will realize that their Adam’s apple
is the forbidden fruit,
not their dick.

— when he asks what drawer you keep your lingerie in//d.a.h
(via whisperingbones)

Anonymous asked: I think I would like to know you. To see your mind. Walk through it--maybe hand-in-hand. Maybe not.

It’s not that exciting. I once had a mind reader examine me. He took pen and paper and wrote down everything he saw. What he wrote, is as follows:




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